May 2010
terryspeaksout:(via blogconfession)
I try and try to forget you but I can’t, especially not when I see you every mothafucking day and your in my mind 24/7. I just wish I could to tell you how much I love you and how much you mean to me. I fucked up in the past, but I really want to make it up, but apperantly I don’t have the fucken guts to let it out. I’m afraid that we’ll fall even more apart, and I really don’t want that. I regret believeing all those stupid rumors that people would say, that was in the past your past, I shouldn’t have cared but I did and now I regret it so much. We could have had something really special right now, but my stupidass had to ruin it. You made me happy, you made me feel something that I had never felt before. I miss your soft lips over mine. I miss your touch. I miss your odor. I miss your soft hands holding mine. I miss your lovely hugs. Basically I miss you PERIOD I really want you back but I don’t want to get my hopes up again knowing that it can’t happen anymore. I’m afraid to say yes to somebody else and you decide to come back that worries me every day/night. Hopefully things change and I get to feel the same things you made me feel before I want US to happen again. Just you & me<3